Do you have any hobbies? Try to get interested in doing something. I don't know if you are religious or not but there is a saying "idle hands are the devils advocate". I don't like to sit and do nothing, I crochet when I'm completely board. I know you may think that's an old person thing. Well I'm 33 and have been crocheting since I was 12. It's nice to see your accomplishments. I'm not trying to push crocheting, I have lots of hobbies I hate sitting idle, it leaves to much time to think and dwell. Plus once you find your hobby you will have things in common with other people, makes making friends easier. Just a thought. Keep your head up, and hope you feel better soon.