Thanks sky. That really really helped. ((HUG)). I do hate PTSD. I hate it so much. Did I say that really really really helped?

Vetswife thanks for the ideas. I have tried to join clubs and stuff, I just get so jumpy and people dont understand. I need to find a place to meet people. I need friends. My best friend lives in newMexico and I miss her alot. SHe is a therapist so she isnt bothered by my PTSD. I spend my days with my neices I adopted and it keeps me busy but no time to make friends. I need to find a way to make some.

Everyone else I am sorry for the dramatic post. I just was about to loose it