Its the fireworks!!!! I am being triggered by the dang fireworks. Its not even dark yet and people have been out setting them off. I am grinding my teeth and my stomach is hurting and I am jumpy. Thats what is really setting me to this state of hating myself. Im not very good at untangling my emotions. This will be the first year that I am not on meds. How the heck am I going to do this?