(((((Silver)))))
Way to go getting through yesterday safely! When I gave up burning and cutting (well, tried to anyway), I had very similar feelings. It is a lot like losing a friend; and in some sick way, it feels like you're taking care of yourself through SI. BUT YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE NOT!!!!! That's one of the mental distortions that typifies depression: believing that you deserve to be hurt. You definitely don't deserve to be hurt.
Take care of yourself, and keep up the awesome work!
 
J
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"One by one, as they march, our comrades vanish from our sight, seized by the silent orders of omnipotent death. Very brief is the time in which we can help them, in which their happiness or misery is decided. Be it ours to shed sunshine on their path, to lighten their sorrows by the balm of sympathy, to give them the pure joy of a never-tiring affection, to stregthen failing courage, to instill faith in hours of despair."
-Bertrand Russell
With love and hope,
<~/J\~>
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