Dear Person,
Have you ever thought about discussing your sadness with your MD.
It is possible that you can get referred thru him to a therapist for talk therapy once a week for a few months.
It would be such a wonderful treat (ment) for you that not only benefits yourself, but your precious girls also.
I'd march straight to my Dr. and ask how soon can you get your analysis started, and if you could use an anti-depressant, he may prescribe for you in the meantime.
Best of luck to you....
peace and comfort in reducing the sadness and hoping for better times,
nightbird

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