I can't wait to see this woman tomorrow. I am very curious. However, I do go with a solemn purpose. There were too many incidents that I felt theh best way to handle was to shut up and accept what fate dealt me. I will have to step back and face some of these issues.

I can't explain why but...something is missing from the typical psychotherapy. I always feel that there is something not being treated properly. Sort of like treating a symptom but not the problem.

There may be methods this person tries that will not work either. I feel that I might need a combination or cocktail of different help to revisit and let go.