I have been dignosed but like so many other people like me I quit taking meds when i feel better. well after my last episode i promised my self i would never go off of my meds agian and I have kept that promise to my self for a month now and i feel really good. Now I just got to forgive myself for what i have done and move on. hopefully that will happen sooner than later. this web site is helping thank you guys for responding.