(((Freewill))). I just wanted to leave you a response to your post since I havent been able to be at Psych Central for a while. I am very sorry you are struggling at this time and I hope you are trying to let your therapist help you if this is something that you can not do alone. Having a bad day is not a failure and it is very commendable to get the help you need when you need it the most when you need professional guidence. Please feel free to PM anytime Freewill just because I am not here often I will still get your PMs when I can. Take are of yourself Freeewill. Soidhonia