(((candy))))) i am sorry you are feeling down.. i too understand how it is to miss someone very connected to you and few words can describe the torment... please remember that you are a valuable person in growth.. its ok to be in growth, at least i hope so....

its hard but try to imagine the healthier, happier you.. its so great to feel unburdened of our weights, even of its only imaginary for a few moments... keep faith and an open, willing heart... it takes time and it is so painful

(((((candybear))))))