(((((((((((( Kiya )))))))))))))
Normally a post like this would be removed for discussing admin/member issues on the forums....which is against the guidelines.
But because the fact that that post has been removed is a triggering issue for you I wanted to address it here, in hopes that it may help you understand and others too.
There are times when threads are locked and/or removed because of guideline infractions....and also times when the OP has asked for them to be locked or removed. It is not meant to intimidate or hurt anyone. I'm sorry that this bothers you so much.
Please know that anytime something like that happens and you are upset by it, you are more than welcome to pm a mod/admin regarding the lock or removal. We will do our best to help you understand as much as we can.
There are always rules and/or guidelines that need to be used and followed in a forum site such as this. There is just no getting around it.
These situations are not meant to trigger or make you feel small and powerless.

sabby