Well the doctors appointment is soon, but I started to occupy myself to try and not think about the depression, I have been getting into art again and I am trying to learn German.
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I am mysterious person, sort of shy, sort of angry, with lots of resentment, on the internet I express myself fully, emotions, ideas, thoughts, because I know I wont be judged like I will be in person, in person I am the opposite, I am shy and closed off, afraid of everything, afraid of change and afraid to stand up for myself, so I get walked on a lot and hurt a lot.
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