Wow, what a way to introduce myself, right???

Well, i don't really believe in love ... i thought i experienced it once only to have my heart ripped out of me and stomped on ... i don't think it's real anymore ... it's just lust in disguise .... i would give anything to even have my lust satisfied now, and i can't even have sex with the one person i want to have sex with ...

life is so messed up ....

that is all. thanks for listening to my whining.