=( jinny - i understand. i didn't get to read your reply tho.
and your asking to have it removed helps me understand. i have to have cognitive reasons for things before i am ok with them.

internally i am still dealing with and realing from other stuff (including my rant about things going missing). it's my stuff and i know that - and it may mean i have to make some new choices about where i invest my time.

thanks for the explanation.