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This is like reading my story..... exactly the same .... i kept it in until i had my daughter ..... postnatal depression took a hold badly ..... therapy, wrong sort ..... son ..... post natal depression, suicidal, noone understood me ..... got on with life right up until my daughter was 17, son 15 .... now depression, ptsd, anxiety, insomnia, disossiative amnesia ..... it does get better hon, with a good t, support and plenty of talking .... when you are more comfortable here maybe you will be able to post andhavegood support from people who have been through the same as yourself. It really helps journaling, good days, bad days, write your troubles down ..... sometimes i feel people dont understand me, but it's getting better and better, you too will find healing and less depressed as time goes on with the right help..

Good luck and please feel free to pm me anytime.... gentle hugs, Jinny xoxoxoxoxoxoxo