{{{{{{{{{{{Roz}}}}}}}}}}}}} You're not a bad person, Hon. I think you're a very good person and I like you very much!
We all do things that we may regret later when we're scared. It's nothing to be ashamed of. Try to not be scared, ok? Lots of here like you very much!
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.