All I did when I got home was scream at my kids and my partner- they never do it right, I am so stressed out. I screamed and yelled and beat my fists up against the walls and cried my eyes out. I hate these moods- I can not see a therapist until August- how am I going to make it thru July? Between the SI and my yelling and anxiety attacks I am so frustrated- I hate myself. How can a person be depressed and scream and yell and SI and have anxiety attacks all at one damn time? Help!!
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Since you ask, most days I cannot remember.
I walk in my clothing, unmarked by that voyage.
Then the almost unnameable lust returns.
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