(((fuzzy)))))))

rainy days and mondays... oh, wait, this is tuesday..

hon, im so sorry this is still getting you down.. it is so hard to be the underneath of so many things, trying so hard to keep everything afloat and above water...

sometimes when i imagine your burden its like you are under the bridge, sagging, and you're trying to keep it from falling...

others often arent aware of the pressure they are adding to an already full plate.. they carry on in complete oblivion to another's pain with scarcely a second notice of what we might be feeling.. but we, unfortunately behind clenched teeth, are all too aware of it...

we hope, we pray, we try to calm those about us so we ourselves can find peace at times... sometimes all the squawking gets just a little bit too loud..

i pray you will have strength to continue to endure, or that those about you will soon begin to notice the way you yourself are feeling and give you the consideration and kind treatment you so richly deserve....



p.s.... it could be you because at some point in time you werent afraid to show you cared... unfortunately, strong willed people sometimes tend to dominate and control.. you must remember that you are able to control yourself and choose what feelings you'd like most to possess... and then go find them and follow them to the sweet cherry pie at the end of your rainbow..