Hey buddy, my advice is to practice controling your anger. Those who anger you control you buddy. Try reading if you can, get interested in something to take your mind off things. I like to collect photos online and to make videos. I also like to surf and talk with my friends on facebook and myspace and bebo. I am pretty much a member all over just to keep my own mind busy.

You can make it thru July. Stay strong in the struggle and remember your scars are your victories. When you feel the need to SI, get some paper and a pen and start to write your feelings down on paper, it really helps to journal. They also have private online journal websites and you can download your own personal journal online for free too at download.com

These are just some suggestions. I too SI, and have since 14 and I am now 33. I have bipolar and social anxiety too so it keeps me home bound alot. I just try to listen to music and surf the web and I read the bible.com website as well.

Remember GOD only gave you 1 body buddy, and your not suppose to destroy it. Confide in the Lord if you have to, pray more, and remember not to hold everything inside, talk with a close friend, or even quietly to yourself, or of course write your thoughts down and lock them away in a safe place.

Thanks
Take Care
GOD bless you buddy
Mikey/Pugs/PA