Thank you all for the advice. As I mentioned I knew this guy was trouble. I acted from extreme loneliness. I am 30 years old and I have never had a relationship. I thought that if I did a thing like this, that maybe I would have a chance to be noticed, a chance for me to enjoy my own body and one more data point in my so single life. I gave myself a couple of hours during which I could really successfully pretend that I also had somebody in my life. It was all a quick fix. So after the "fix" my loneliness became worse. It was really tough for me to get out of that hole.
Most of you are probably going to reply saying that "oh, don't worry and you'll find someone....". Don't tell me this. My aunt was a beautiful woman. Kind and generous. She walked by and people would always turn to look at her. She died from cancer at the age of 45. She lived and died with the grief of never finding somebody to love her. So, as you see, it just doesn't happen for all of us. To be honest, I fear for my future. I fear that it will be empty.