I'm inbetween a rock and a hard place. I think?? I just can't see how it's all that bad, but then I think it is. I'm to the point where I just want to stay asleep. It's to much to handle being awake. Come to the point where when I wake up I just take another sleeping pill to go back to sleep. It's to painful and I can't deal with the outside world. It's quiet and tolerable to just stay sleeping. So is it bad??? It gets me through. I still go to work and do my job. But as soon as I walk in the door in the afternoon I'm ready to climb back into bed. I'm just concerned about taking so many sleeping pills. But I can't tolerate being awake anymore.

Monty