Ok, so I have been on meds for the past 6 months.
I started to feel better a month into taking them...or did I? Maybe that was just what I wanted to think to make me remember to take them.
In any event, 6 months later and I am still depressed. Still questioning why life seems so carefree for some people and so damn difficult for me.
And oh god, tell a friend you are depressed and not coping well and then expect to not hear from them for a while. So, bad enough I feel lonely with people, all this depression does it now make me more alone.
Oh yeah, and my office closes at the end of April so there will be no insurance to even get the meds.
AHHH....why me lord, why? <font color="purple"> </font>