Definitely listen to what KD said. I'm not the "real" one. The birth person, the core, whatever you want to call it. I just know I'm the Host & I have to take what they throw at me.
What I do know though is when you start feeling things, anything, that's when your Body & Mind are telling you it is time to overcome something.
Best wishes & I hope you feel better soon.
Love,
RhysMadison