I am literally at my breaking point. I feel so stressed out I could scream, but that would just make my head ache worse. I work at home so I’m around my kids 24/7 (ages 11, 4, 3 and let’s not forget the dog). I don’t ever get a break, ever. I never go anywhere; do anything unless it’s with my kids for my kids and for my kids. My husband is disabled and doesn’t help at all, he is capable, but doesn’t, if he’s home he’s in the basement laying down. We have no relationship left (plutonic). I know I shouldn’t be complaining, there are lots of single Moms out there who has it really bad. I feel like I have the worst of both worlds (single and married). I know nobody wants to listen to my complaining, but it makes me feel a little better just being able to write it down and maybe someone would read it and understand. If you read this thanks for listening. I'm going to go scream into a pillow and just deal with my worsening head ache later.
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