Our relationship is... well we co-exist under the same roof. I'm 33 and my romantic life is over, I get depressed over that a lot. It plays with my head, makes me feel ugly and unwanted.
My husband was injured in the war, and medically discharged. After he got out of the military he was in a horrific motor cycle accident that seemed to completely disable him. I feel guilty for that because I gave him the keys to the bike when I had a bad feeling about letting him go.
My oldest son plays sport, I am able to talk to other mothers. I also have three sisters and a brother. They all have small children. We get our children together all the time but that's even more stressful (six of them are between the ages of 2 and 4).
I don't always feel this over whelmed. I feel much better just to be able to vent like this.
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Take me away... a secret place... a sweet escape... Take me away... to brighter days... a higher place... Take me away.
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