You are recovering though, if you're doing better than you usually do. Every person is different. I used to cut at least twice a week, now I cut every two weeks - there is still a long way to go, but I am improving. I feel that I am recovering. Ultimately I think its just important to recognize that you are doing BETTER, even if you're not exactly where you want to be. I'd be proud if I were you. Just keep on doing what you're doing. If you honestly feel like you're handling things better, don't worry too much about a relapse... sometimes they happen, but regardless, you're doing the right thing.