Today was an ok day for me.. It wasnt great but it wasnt bad. I accomplished a good bit today I made an upside down pineapple cake, macoroni salad and spaghetti for dinner and cleaned. Most of the time im so down i hate doing anything but i do it cause I half to but today It wasnt terrible cleaning and cooking and even though my youngest was stealing the cherries from my pineapples while I mixed the ingrediants togeather I I was telling her to get out of my kitchen but I was still laughing.. I found myself today looking forward to writing on here as well, it just feels good to be able to write about me and how I feel and not worry what people are thinking or upsetting my family......Hope tomrrow is equal though I had my downs today as well It was still a better day then usual....