I just want to pause time and TAKE A BREAK FROM THE WORLD FOR A @#$%&$@ MINUTE!!!!!!!

sure understand that feeling Der... can you get a few days break to clear your thoughts? sounds tuff, hang in there, you're a smart person with drive and energy... maybe its just a time to take some time out for a bit... let the thoughts low down some and the important ones will rise to the top... if they all seem important and urgent, pick one and do a little each day... rest some, eat some, play some.... take it easy on yourself.... (wow, all the healing poems i know are merging together now)

give yourself some time...

wishing you the best...