((((((((Jinny))))))))

Please don't feel bad. It isn't wrong to need a break even if your kids are wonderful and there is definitely nothing wrong with wanting other parents to step up and do their part. It sounds like you are really going to miss your daughter and I understand what you mean by regretting. I wish quite often that I had done things better or said things differently or savored more of the time I've had with my kids, but I try and remember that I'm human and I start over and try to be who I want to be. So please, don't beat yourself up.