But i find i usually checkmy weight on an every other day bases, if not more. Ive been really busy and hadnt gotten on the scale in 3 days......So i stepped on one this morning and im up almost 4 pounds. I sit here and think about what i eat....... and remember ive purged a lot as well. I also started my period 2 days ago and am hoping that maybe that has a factor in my weight gain. Now im depressed and just want to go eat more........ food is my comfort, i hate it. But i wont eat, because right now i am having trouble purging, it hurts. Not anything clinical, I drove in a demolition derby on monday and my necks all screwy along with the muscles in it. Yesterday i tried to purge and the throat muscles I can usually control were so sore. i guess i just felt like ranting sorry. Hope everyones doing ait.