Hi free1,
That's what happens to me too. Seems like when I can't deal with something, it gets done regardless. It does make it hard sometimes to get support because I am here thinking, I can't DO it! and yet other people are looking at me and apparently I am doing it. And so if I mention something like it's too much, I can't deal with this right now, they are scratching their heads wondering what I'm talking about.
Glad you're hanging in there. Take care.