there is a great big flippin black cloud over my head .... i see a way to get us out of this house ..... i hate this house .... no one wants it, now we can't sell or rent and we'll never get another mortgage ..... i feel trapped and closed in and it's draining all our money. i can't do this anymore .... it's just one thing after another.

i just cant cope with anything else ..... I'm going under again and anxiety is ruling my brain, body ..... hubby is angry, stubborn, wont listen ..... i've had enough.

Jx