What's interesting is that your fears you just posted about sharing this topic show that you are worried she will invalidate you, but in your original post, you seem to want her to correct your thoughts, declutter your mind, set the record straight, etc., which all would be invalidating.

I think what Kiya said also shows up as a fear in your posts, that you are worried about what she will think of you (a freak, crazy, irrational, a stupid ***, ridiculous) and so won't accept you, like you, respect you, etc.

I think it would be really helpful to your T to share all your fears with her (from your last post)--that she will think ill of you, be dismissive of your concerns, want to terminate you, not give you enough time for this issue, etc. Even if you can't share the issue, you could share your fears about sharing it.

Good luck today. Just imagine these are non-touchy hugs --->