View Single Post
 
Old Jul 02, 2008, 12:32 PM
UCLAFan UCLAFan is offline
Member
 
Member Since: Mar 2007
Posts: 393
I grew up having a abusive drunk father.My older brother did drugs for a years.Was in a abusive relationship back in 1996.I have lots of guy friends.But i have issues wth trusting men.Plus i don't date much.I never have been popular with guys.Have not been asked out by many guys.Losers like me.Jerks like me.Needy guys like me.50 something old men like me.I'm 37 and not attracted to older guys. I'm attracted to younger men.Because they seem more active.Not into homebodies.I wish my past experince with men.Would not affect my present or my future.But it has for years.I'd like to be in a loving realtionship.But i'm feeling at times like an old maid.Plus feeling worthless,ugly etc.
__________________
Check out some of my favorite bands www.myspace.com/12stones www.myspace.com/3rddayofmay www.myspace.com/strata