i'm sorry you are struggling. you are not pathetic. you are in pain and hurting.

i know the feeling of having so much to do, but just not being able to do it. the frustration is overwhelming! when i try to get something done, i just get hit with a wave of fatigue and despair. so i sleep.

can you visit a friend from college for a week or two? a summer vacation from your summer vacation.

what are you studying? can you write a list of possible grad schools or thesis topics here? i'd be interested.

better yet i have an idea...i'll come up with a thesis topic for you if you mow my yard for me!!! lol! (if only it were that simple, huh!)

take care! keep us posted!