wanttoheal ~
yeah it can be scarey .. last night i was out with my son and his wife and on the way home we were talking and i noticed a new restraunt - i asked - when did they build that? he said mom you took me there before .. i said .. i have never been in there! he insisted that i did go in there ... i said Please dont tell me i was in there because i have never been in there .. i think it kinda scared him so he didnt push the subject .. it scared me thinking maybe i have been there but i have know idea of who was in control of me at the time.. also we got into the discussion of my father in laws funeral .. his wife was remebering it .. and i said i didnt go to it .. she told yes you did! AGAIN if i didnt i was not in control another part of me was ..
i asked them both please dont tell me anymore places i have been because i may not know about it .. so no more discussion ....
omg i hate being like this .. so scarey! i am missing huge chunks of times i will never know.