I've never heard of the term RS but that descibes me too well. Even when I'm accepted, there's always that worry in the back of my mind of when the rejection will come. Unfortunately, my only experience with women is having them as friends or good friends. But still, I go through all that up and down emotional stuff when a relationship is developing. It's like when I don't hear from someone after a time I normally expect to, I start to panic. I don't know what will stop the insecurity.