<font color="#000088"> not sure if this should post in depression or anxiety??

i've dealt with depression forever. but during the past two years, i've started feeling anxious. at first i didn't pay it much notice. then i just considered it a fluke & made excuses. but it just kept coming back over and over.

now when i'm not depressed, i'm anxious. this sucks!

has anyone else with depression experienced this? i've been on medication for depression for years. wonder if that plays a role.

they're completely different feelings. one day i'm depressed and i don't want to get out of bed. i feel like i'm under a steamy, heavy, wet blanket. about to suffocate and break under the weight.

the next i'm anxious (i still don't want to get out of bed) but i feel jittery and nervous. like someone stuffed me in an ice box, closed the door and the light turned off and a little gremlin keeps coming up behind me yelling boo! back and forth. both incredibily uncomfortable feelings.

i don't like it *pouts* i'm anxious right now cuz i have a doctors appointment tomorrow. i only go to a regular doctor for meds. but i haven't seen him in a year so he wants to check in. and he won't give me multiple refills till i do...darn doctors and their sneaky ways!

oh well. just venting a little today i guess.

take care all! </font>