if everyone understood how hard it is to be a survivor of childhood sexual abuse ..... so they would never judge how you deal with things, they would never judge us as people ...... they would never do things to hurt us, ignore, abandon, reject .... all things that trigger when we feel lost, useless, worthless, pathetic, angry, hurt etc etc etc ...... sometimes it feels like people go out of their way to hurt, but then that's the fallout of abuse isn't it? paranoia, selfishness to some extent ..... self pity? NO...... just a need to be understood .... I find this the hardest thing to cope with going thru therapy, just how many people do not understand, sometimes compassion is lost imo from those who think they care for everyone ..... maybe they don't realise how they are actually hurting ..... no one here btw ....

Jin