It really sucks that kids have been so stupid and cruel. Imagine how dumb they must be to resort to the bread dough thing? Is that their great show of their intellect and superiority? Um.....can you say "LOSER"?! It's a childish prank, played by stupid children. You are WAY better than that. I can tell by your writing that you are more mature, and have been though a lot. Rough times in life make a person grow up damn fast. When I was in middle school, I felt like I was middle aged!

You are right about it being over soon since you are a senior. Life is sooo different after high school. The popular girls aren't so popular when they are just another girl on the planet. They become as important, or unimportant as the rest of us.

Hang on for a few more months, and you'll have a chance to start over. Either in college, or at a job, you can meet new people, and be respected for the work you do - not for your pants size.

BIG hugs, Aunt Emmy