thanks guys & i will. i used to send letters to her when i was younger but recently i just havent the time. i'll probably start making more of an effort now.
i think its called ICD or something.. im not too sure. but from now on my familys gonna visit every other week hopefully, so thats better than nothing.
i guess its kinda selfish though; i shouldnt just worry about my own fear... shes the one going through it all. i just dont get why, of all the people in the world it had to be her.
ty,

L x