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The worst thing that can happen is that you have to feel. The best thing that can happen is that you have to feel.

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I really like this one.

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If you don't feel ready, then analyze the resistance with your therapist.

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I can do part of this really well. I can analyze my resistance. The 'with your T" part is very difficult for me. Over the past two weeks I had been going over and over and over my resistance and kept coming to the conclusion that not only my fear of physical contact was irrational but my fear that my T would not handle what I said appropriately was ridiculous. I was projecting, and her response today confirmed it.

Get this... I even told my T that last week I was flipping out a bit an kind of wanted to sit on the ugly couch and talk to her about it. This admission was very difficult for me to say and I couldn't believe I actually said it out loud. She said... "You should have called me." "You're allowed to call me. I would have talked to you." I think she actually may have meant it too.