You are NOT a pathetic lazy loser.

I'm sorry you have an appt tomorrow. Those always bug me.

I hope that he listens to you and prescribes you different meds that work better. I also hope that he and you work together to help you the most... and from what it sounds like, another "involuntary commitment" wouldn't be the best idea.

Be safe, you can do this. Let us know how the appt goes, okay? Breathe.