((((((((((((((( Candybear)))))))))))))))

You know I love ya. And it makes me sad to see you like this. I understand where you are. And hon, there is hope for better days. I think the one thing that your doing is trying to tackle everything all at one time. And its dang near impossible to do that. Take one part and get it under control. After that works out for a bit then try another chunk ok? Its alot easier to do that way. I know it feels like you gotta do it all at one time. But honest to Betsy, I think its going to be more manageable for you this way. Get your T on board with this too. And if you need to vent or whatever. You can pm me or email me. Your worth this!!! Give yourself a break hon. And take babysteps ok? It will all work out!!

Luv ya
Bethy