Well guys. I found out what is wrong with me. and I am telling you it isn't my depression. it is how those around me make me feel. I am so angry, upset, unhappy and hurt and in pain and confused. I am so tried and so sick of all this bull. I don't know if I should leave Manny or stay. I don't know what to do about anything anymore. I mean it is ok for them to feel and get mad but god for bit I do. Sorry to bug you guys but I have no one else to talk to and I like coming here.