((((((((((((((((jinnyann))))))))))))))))) It's understandable that you would have a hard time believing people care because as you were growing up; you did not have that shown to you by some very important people.

I'm so sorry you feel so unloved and unwanted. I think it's wonderful that you can express how you are feeling. We do care for you jinny and we have a lot of hope for you. I know it's hard to see and/or believe but I hope you can see it one day. You're very special jinny and you got through some tough stuff in life.

You're going to make it but I understand how much it may not feel it right now.

Hang in there Jinny. We do care for you.