i had wanted to respond to this earlier Ingrid but i've been experiencing some connection issues and would lose my signal at the most inopportune times.. or maybe Spirit wanted me to wait...

opening the mind to the ideas of the supernatural is a good thing i think.. uses various methods of tarot or yoga or meditation or painting and weaving are some good examples of the mind allowing the human touch to 'take a chance' with the unknown and potentially sacred.. your willingness to explore means that perhaps not this time, but next, or in another way, you are willing to hear the voice of Spirit...

best to you always