how about exercise?

and joining a gym or something?

or dance classes?

learn an instrument?

if you think long and hard, there must be something you might enjoy, yes?

it takes a little effort at first, but effort pays off, and always will.

(oh, I'm a green type person, btw, and care very much about the planet, but it's okay - I accept how you think right now, you are still young)

if you keep doing the same thing over and over, you will not get a different result, you will get the same result.

in order for things to improve and get better, you have to be open to try things a little differently, this is where the effort comes in. Like working a muscle, it may hurt a little at first, and you might not be able to do as much in the beginning, but eventually, the resistance you go up against to strengthen the muscle, also makes it stronger and for longer. Make sense?

Same with our efforts to improve our lives.

Same principle.

We resist the stubborn urge not to change or do more, by doing more and different things, and soon we see new results and improvements across the board.

Just some thoughts to chew on ...

peace and comfort,
nightbird