Dear Seeker:

I appreciate the courage it took to write this, but not to worry. I can respect the experience you had. I have had some experiences myself, although not with such strength and power as yours. I have had some simple dreams in which one small part of it actually occurs at a later time.

As much as I respect the research and the knowledge scientists have brought forth in our time, I don't credit everything in life as a chemical reaction or a brain chemical imbalance. There are some things that science still cannot explain.

I have faith in spirit and soul. I cannot say that I follow any specific path or belief though. I acknowledge that there are scam artists in these practices and there are people who will use scientific analysis and marketing ploys to make profit. After all....this is a market society we live in. But I just feel that something within me is not being reached by the medical professionals I have seen. Perhaps nobody can help me and it is something within me that I have to acknowledge or recognize. But, I do need guidance in finding my inner mistakes and learn to redirect my thought patterns. Therapists have not done this for me. I just feel my soul is dead or dying. I am emotionless most of the time. I credit this with depression but there is something deeper I need to find.