Does it work????

Been depressed for a long while, since my delsuions and conspiracies started to take over my mind and chased away all my friends...

The doc has never said I am depressed but I know I am, severley. However, I refuse meds point balnk, I refuse to have my mind dampened and my personality taken away, I beleive this is what they want to do.

My family reckon I should try taking St John's Wort, has anyone had any positive results from it???

The delusions are one thing but the depression fuels them... If I was happier, maybe they'd not be so much of an issue and maybe I wouldn't spend half my life building the conspiracy against, maybe I'd spend half my life building thoughts on ways to make my life better???

Cheers