Maybe this strikes my T in a bad light, but I am so dependent on her for breathing it isnt funny. She IS a good T even from objective standards. She just old me that she cant sit by and listen to me tell her about my recent suicide attempt and not do anything about it. She agrees that inpatient has done little in the past except make me shape up for a week or so (since I always put on my happy face and dance my way out) so she sees the only way to deal with it is through my family....

I just STILL dont like this option